Holy Fucking fuck

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Walking over London bridge at 8:00am after being stuck on a over crowded train with people miserable as sin i can assure you is not the one.

Walking to work- i normally listen to a podcast (my current favorite is Fearne Cottons Happy Place) – or i  think….. what am i doing with my life? holy fucking fuck... I’m not a size 8 with legs coming from my armpits, or thick hair down to my bum, i don’t have £500 to get hair extensions to stop looking like a little boy, and will i ever not have acne… oh and that’s not even the start. i then walk past a guy. Hes sat on the floor, head between his hands.  A piece of card board that reads ‘Hi im Dan, i’m 20 and i’m homeless’ HOLY FUCKING FUCK. I’m walking along thinking to myself, how can i lose this weight- starve myself? make myself sick? Not eat until 12 (Fasting is apparently the latest trend) it cant be that hard so many people do it, right? I see Dan. I’m choosing if and when i want to eat and what i eat, this poor young guy doesn’t know when hes even going to get his next meal let alone chose what it is. TIME FOR A REALITY CHECK.

Why are we all so obsessed with stupid/materialistic things? I cant answer it with a well respected reason. Can you? Why do we all want what we cant have? I have blonde hair and i hate it because,  its thin and weak, however I’ve met women from different countries and cultures that think its the most beautiful thing in the world. how fucked is that.

Take this time to realize, you may be feeling really fucking shitty, but there is always someone worse off than you. life isn’t a race, nor does it have a check list, so why am i comparing my path to someone else’s? Surly i’m not a failure just because i might not have their legs, hair, waist, car.. what ever it may be. And nor are you. your journey is your own so enjoy it because what else if life for.

I’ve recently been exposed to the fact that life is not an endless time line, in fact it doesn’t last forever. isn’t it about time we stop being selfish to ourselves? No one can be you! There will never ever be another you in this life, so why change you? The way you look,  act or anything else. Because the chances are someone else is out there wishing they have what you’ve got.

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